Another week is about to start

Sunday is almost over and there is a new week just around the corner. The weeks just fly away and the weekends fly even faster... Only 2 weeks left before I get 3 weeks of holiday. :) 3 weeks totally without any plans. I really would like to travel, but I don't have any money so if I'm gonna travel I guess it have to be by car and tent or cheap cabins. It would be nice to go up north and see more of Norway so I might just hop in my car and go. :) Otherwise I have a lot of things to do at home. I have a kitchen I need to do something with, I have a table I would like to fix and I have to clean my guest room so that its ready to be changed in to a nursery. So I have a lot of plans. :D

The last weeks have been tiresome... I haven't got a good night sleep in over 1 week and apparently this night will not be different...Its difficult to be pregnant. ;) But nice. But I have to say that I am VERY looking forward to the first trimester has ended and maybe so the cramps.

Have to try and get some sleep now. I went on a very looooong sunday trip to get some blueberries, but most of the berries are picked. But I ended up with about 1,5 liter so tomorrow I have to pick them clean for all the leaves. :)

My birthday

How to make a good birthday? Mix up good friends, Greek dinner, bowling - oh... and a positive pregnancy test. :) I think that my 34th birthday is one of the best ever! I also got a VERY unexpected gift from my best friends and that made me almost cry... I got a gift card to get started on saving for a new camera. :) I really need a new one because the one I have is starting to be unfocused and has probably been to much out on the road and banged against a mountain and stuff. Poor camera... But I have loved it and used it for all that it is worth! :)

Regarding the pregnancy test - it was a bit scary to take it... I took it on the evening at Wednesday 5th of august and got sooooo happy when it showed 2 stripes! :D The only scary thing now is that I have A LOT of pain in my stomach... That scares me a bit... So on Monday I'm gonna call my doctor. Just to be on the safe side. :) I am not sure if they can give me an answer, but I may feel better after. The pains are terrible at night and when I get up in the morning - but throughout that day I dont feel much. Luckily. So it may just be growing pains regarding my uterus. :) A lot is happening down there right now so Its not a big surprise if it hurts a bit. I just dont like it when it hurts a lot....

So I am crossing my fingers!!! :D

Ok. Summer of 2009 is definitely the worst ever! When it comes to the weather I mean. :) Its raining and raining and raining.... Madonna is in town and she is wearing a BF (in good Norwegian that means Bjørne Fitte - aka Bear Pussy) that is a very fury hat. :) I have one and is loving it at wintertime. I am just thinking poor Madonna who comes here in this awful weather....

The last weeks I have been visiting an old school friend in their cabin at Høvringen, Rondane National Park, I have been another trip to Denmark and between that I have just been working. 4 weeks left before I have vacation. :)

I went on my first running trip in a while yesterday - and that was really a scary experience! I was trying a new route - Lutvann - and that was.... well - awful. First it started by going straight up the hill. Then I got lost. And it started raining... Everything got wet and slippery and i had to climb and crawl to get back to my car. I'm NEVER gonna go there again! Not for running at least. :) To just go hiking - or taking a bath - it is a beautiful place. :) It is crystal clear water and a beautiful scenery so as a recrenational spot I can recomend it. But I really hate the place for running! Didnt help that I have been seen too many episodes of Supernatural eather....

:(

Well - the test was negative and I got my period today. :(

The most scary thing is that I was SOOOO sure!! How is it possible for me to make my body react like that just by using my mind? Or was I pregnant and lost it after a short period? Or maybe it all was just signs that I was getting my period and that my body reacted a bit different since I was extremely busy interpreting the signs as a possibility for being pregnant? Well - these questions will never be answered... So the best thing is to let it be for now. And just try again in a couple of weeks.

A short update

This weekend I had a pain in my stomach - as if I was gonna get my period. That is apparently normal because its between the 8th and 10th day the egg is attaching to the uterus. Only 5 days left before I can take a test.... Cross my fingers its gonna be positive!!!

On the other hand - I FINALLY get back in to the gym yesterday! :) I have lost much of my muscle mass after about 3 weeks with no strength training, but I'm back! ;)

A mood picture from Copenhagen, Denmark

Soooo.... Another week has gone. The training part has been as poor as the last weeks, but I did manage to have my first yoga session at home yesterday! That is not bad! :) The reason the training has been put on hold is because of the terrific weather in Oslo these days. We have had around 30 degrees the last week and that is to warm to be running in for a poor person from the north.... Last Wednesday I had a running date with a friend, but then my car broke down when we were on our way to Sognsvann so now for the last week I have been driving a motor cyckle. It sounded like a good idea, but I have forgotten how scared I am for driving one of them... Well - practise make perfekt and I feel like I can do it a bit better now. :) I dont feel like I'm gonna fall down in every turn I make. :) The biggest problem is that I havent had the energy to go to the gym after beeing sweating on the bike... To be dragging around all the gear in to the gym and lock the bike down with chains and stuff... It just didnt feel like it was worth it.

BUT! I have an ecxiting new thing to tell about! I went to Denmark last friday - the 26/6 - and I got inseminated. So now I am hopefully pregnant. :) Just need to wait another 10 days before I can take a test to be sure. But I REALLY hope so! It costs a lot of money and hurt a lot (more than I were prepared for!) and it was a really big thing to do for a girl on her own, but if it will bring me a baby I'm up for it! :)

It is a bit scary, but I know that this is what I dream of. Cross our fingers!! And I dont want to jinx it so I'm gonna stop talking about it now before I am certain of the result. :)